The Holder of You

It would be most desirable to seek for this Object late in your quest. As you begin to read this, you may ask yourself, "How? How can there be a Holder of Myself?" To this day, even I do not know the answer to this question. Many have pondered the thought, even myself. No real explanation can be found. I simply was. The true question lies not in questioning how, but why. Let me show you.

To seek me you must find your way to a place you deem peaceful. I do not care where or what this place is. It matters only to yourself. As you sit down, begin to think. About yourself, and what you have done in the name of the Objects. You will question your very train of thought if you think too hard, and this it not advisable at this stage. As you think, you will begin to feel drowsy. Give in to this feeling. Let your eyes close and feel a wave of serenity pass over you. I don't think it would be very pleasant to You and I if you didn't.

When you wake up, you will find yourself floating, simply on nothing. Again, do not question why this is. Only accept it. As you float, your memories will begin to flicker in the space before you, streaming out of your conscience like a swift river, and eventually the space around you will be flooded with them. These memories will be of the experiences you have gone through as a Seeker. And yet, as you look farther out into the nothingness, you will notice these memories comprise of yourself and your experiences before you became a Seeker. My challenge for you is not a difficult one, but yet it has proven to be time-consuming. It matters not to me. Only to yourself. Compare and contrast these experiences, and truly think of which one you find more pleasurable: Your Ignorance to the Objects' being before your quest, or the satisfaction of Their knowledge. Truly look deep into yourself; find the real answer within you. I will only observe from a distance as you dive deeper into your being.

As time passes and as you reflect on your life, you will begin to notice peaceful music. As this music soothes you, think truly of yourself. Now compare yourself to others you know in your life, and how you may or may not have accomplished success in your life. I do not judge experiences on how I believe them to be successful, but on how You feel. As you take that final plunge into yourself, You will begin to question even your Motive. This is the place I challenge you to seek, and I will know when you have arrived there. When you have truly answered the question, you will open your eyes. It will be night now, the most beautiful you will have ever seen, with stars in the sky and the beautiful hum of Mother Nature caressing you. Wrapped firmly in your right hand will be a warm piece of glass, riddled with cracks and even missing shards of it. You have nothing to fear. I only question.

This shard of glass is Object 464 of 538. When you finally gaze into yourself deep enough, It will begin to mend, and your image will appear. All I wish is that you answered my question truthfully.